Pie & Princess

I heard your name before when I was young
But I didn't bothered to notice you
Starting from that depressed year of mine
When me and him were together
You appeared in my life
You're always there when everything falls apart
And it seems like the world is crashing at my feet
You make me feel so secure everyday
Since then we became best friend
You said you only trust one person in this world which is me
I'm very happy when u said that to me
We became very close and thing started to change
Because I'm starting to fall for you
But you loved her very much that time
And I only can love you silently
Even though it hurts me when u talked about her
I hate the way she treated you
But in the end we be together naturally until now
Unfortunately problems begin to appear non stop
You told me you thought of her before when you being with me
Although is long time ago but you just stab me with a knife
You message one of my friends without telling me
I feel like I'm being betray but you didn't care and insist that you are right
You don't know what's limit that I'm talking about
You said those limits will spoil your friendships
But do you know that it will spoil our relationship??
You won't eat with me together when we're having break time
You don't let me find you even you are having break time
Since then we argue everyday cause can't communicate nicely
You don't find me anymore like you used to
Every sleepless night I keep staring at my phone for your "attendance"
I'm tired to be last one to know your things
You told me that you still love me like before
But how come I can't feel it?
You left me in the cold everyday
How cold could you be again?
What would you do it you were me?
I'm better off if it's a mystery
I'm starting to believe him that I'm just a snack to you
Please don't say it is so
Tell my heart it's not goodbye
I wanna kiss your lips forever
Stay with me...this is what i need...please??

~heartache~
~ MJ ~