I have been working for almost half a month.At first I'm happy because got people want to employ me but later I'm tired of working.Everyday very boring cause don't have people but luckily got Ah Wong and Susan accompany me talking and gossiping.Anyway me and him kinda "settle" our problems but there still got a scar between us.I still don't know whether he still love me like he used to not.Today after working go find Jia Yun,then after awhile we saw Ying and Jay.Suddenly my heart hurts cause both of them let me remind of me and him...how sweet when both of us being together...feel like want to see him straight away.Ying and Jay accompany me go Parkson find him.At first I'm very relax but I getting more scare when is going to reach.When reach there i just stand at a place where he can't see me,saw him that time i realize that he a bit thin already then he cut his hair.Just see him one minute then i follow Ying and Jay go back to Dataran.Think till awhile I told Ying I want to find him again so i turn back again.This time i stop in front of the counter there and look at him.Saw him doing something and when he look up,he saw me already.His reaction is like how come you will come like that,that kind of a bit shocking look.He asked me "zuo me" silently quite far away from me.I just shook my head and smile at him.I wanted to walk near and talk to him but I don't dare anymore cause i saw some of the supervisors there and scared he don't like.So i just stood there for a few minutes and he continue to do his stuff.I didn't say much and walk away cause i feel like crying...don't know why i got this kind of feeling...maybe miss him too much and we didn't meet for like almost two weeks...plus I don't want to cry in front of him.Reach Dataran and I go find Jia Yun again cause want to tell her I saw him already.Tell her half way my tears almost rolling down from my cheeks but i control it.When walk back i cry....i miss christmas eve that night....those things u said to me...i love you...lots lots...