hey ppl...i finally decide to have my own blog dy.well actually is not only mine but also siew ting's.both of us kinda errrr "EXCITED"!!??to write our 1ST BLOG IN OUR LIFE!!!LOL!neway SPM is coming,and my fucking life is not goin my way again.wish tat i never born in dis world b4....BUT if i never born here,i never met my precious frens tat light up my life wif many colours....and d most important is him.i wouldnt knw tat dis world is full of wonderful things if they didnt appear in my life b4.dis few days im very comfused about my own feelings.i fall for one of my best frens....very funny huh?in de same time my beloved find me back again.dis prob make my love prob very complicated.luckily i got ting by my side giving me advice tat i needed it sooo much.i agree wif wat she said.my beloved him can say is de perfect guy for me...he's very sweet and caring guy...but everyone is not perfect rite??so in de same time he will like disappear in my life when there's sumthing happen between us.cuz of some personal reason both of us cant be 2gether.I HATE IT A LOT!!!.for my best fren....well we rly close and we will tell each other about our own probs.dont knw when i had fall for him...i knw he still love her.am i consider as a 3rd party??even he said no but to me it is.my best fren knw i lyk him dy but he still cant 4gt about her...he also treat me gd but there's sumthing tat make me feel i cant touch him and im not secure.my beloved him find me back again....we been through a lot 2gether but he's de one who always make me leave....tat time i dont hav any feeling towards him dy...but after some times tat feeling come back a bit dy.shd i be wif him again??even though both of us knw tat there's no happy ending for both of us.haiz....2 guys at de same time appear...WTF!!??im a bitch am i??play both side....and i hate myself so much.now i think i have my ans in my heart dy.thx to ting.i will cherish everything in my life wif him again...but there's still a lots of things comfusing me...im used to believe in fairy tales....me and him happily ever after??!!...is juz a lie tat bluff small kids...but i rly do wish that we could happily ever after...
❤heart you❤
~by MJ~
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