Beautiful Night

2day all my frens went to sibaraku for farewell party.well me de only one in de gang didnt went.kinda disappointed but bo bian...i promised my mum tat i wont go.told nan about dis during bm ttn and d most hurtful thing she ever said to me....she said dis shows tat we all are not important to u...haiz...know she not purposely say dis de juz tersay jor...but im still very sad.saw their pics during farewell and i knw tat they enjoyed themselves a lot.im happy for them.they have their sweet memories i have mine too.i wont forget 2day....1st time in my life walking in the rain at night with you.u told me tat u saw leng lui yesterday and wanted to hav their hp number.....purposely tell me dis to make me jealous....didnt admit in front of u...the truth is YES IM JEALOUS!!!u ady knw still need to say out and kek me.ish!!there's a pipe spoilt then de water kip flowing out...a lot of water summore.u asked me to help u take ur stuff...i tot u wan do wat...but cant believe tat u carry me on ur back and walk across those water...and u said im very heavy....qian da!!!but i wish tat u will carry me 4ever and ever and ever lyk dis.the rain becomes heavier,then we tou tou go to my hse without my bro noticing us....both of us sitting in de garden and looking at de sky...talk talk awhile then kip quite jor...and tat sweet feelings...we have been lyk dis for 3 hours then u went back jor.time pass by so fast....is juz awhile only...didnt wanna let go of u when u wanted to go back....hope time could freeze at tat moment and both of us remain lyk dis forever.remember tat u asked me wat im thinking?i didnt tell u about it cuz i knw it make me more sad only...it will never happen....even if happen dy also wont last long de ba...pluz there's a lot of gals out there that i cant even compared wif them.no nid to compared also lose till very chia lat...think till here feel lyk crying dy.wanted to tell u about my feelings but dont have courage to say it out.cuz i dont wan to be a dreamer lyk i used to be anymore.hope u knw my feelings when u c dis...dont knw whether u have the same feelings as me not??i will always remember dis beautiful night...and continue to be lyk dis....will u??hope u will too ❤

~missing u too~

by MJ