The 100th Day

Today is the 100th day of me being together with him.I should be happy rite??but whole day I bu shuang.Anyway guess what??I at Jia Yun's shop there writing my blog..LOL!!Haiz..today argue with him again.Don't know why I bu shuang then I'll just release my anger to him if he done something that make me pek chek and unhappy.Finish my work at 6pm go find him the 2nd time but he like don't have reaction like that.Saw him replying msg to his friends and I ask myself how come he didn't even reply me once.Plus most of the time is i msg him first.I tell him and he said he just reload...but just reload also can reply me but he didn't and he can msg his friend during work somemore.Feel upset then go find Jia Yun and confess to her.I didn't say anything then i just cry out.Jia Yun talk about valentine's day and what he give me as present.Jia Yun say how sweet and he care for me,I only realise that how much he love me but i just treat him the way I like only.I regret I send him that msg...I want to rewind the time so bad but can't.Wanted to say sorry to him but I don't know how to tell him and I don't wanna take the first step cause I scared he won't forgive me.Lou gong zai...I really am sorry....Today is the 100th day and I want both of us to be happy...really really sorry...

~jiuNien 4eva~
~Mj~