Sorry That I Loved You

For all of the times that I tried for your smile
For making you think that I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
That no one was there to take a stand
But then love love love made us blind

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

And I'm so sorry for...
Making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed
For taking it back when I fled the scene
Sorry love, for wasting your time

And I'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that it came true but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time
Won't make any difference tonight
But I'm hoping "im sorry" will open your mind
To love love love love in your life


對不起,我愛過妳
曾經我總是試著討妳歡心
好讓妳認為我就是真命天子
那麼我就能贏得妳的愛
送妳鮮花牽妳的手
沒有人阻止我們
但是愛情終究讓我們盲目

對不起我傷害了妳
對不起我搞砸了
對不起我愛上了妳
很抱歉它發生了 但道歉也不能讓時光倒流
所有我對妳做的事
我希望可以補償
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

而且我還要道歉的是
讓妳愛上我卻必須說再見
還有 我居然教會了妳 什麼是哭泣
愛情真的來過 但它又悄悄溜走

很抱歉我曾給妳夢想的一切
卻又在我逃離後全部拿走
抱歉 我的愛 因為我浪費了妳的青春

對不起我傷害了妳
對不起我搞砸了
對不起我愛上了妳
很抱歉惡夢成真但再多的道歉也改變不了什麼
所有我對妳做的事
我希望可以補償
對不起我曾經那樣愛妳
對不起我曾經那麼地需要妳
對不起我曾緊緊擁著妳

經過了這麼久
一句抱歉並不能改變什麼
但我真心希望 這句抱歉能打開妳的心房
好讓妳在未來還能繼續去

And yes, i do believe that Love Is Blind.
~Ting~

Stuck in the Middle

Do you guys know whats the most difficult problem that you will definately face in your life ? That is you're being the middle person and you don't know which side to help . Well I face it today . Is it I'm too lucky or unlucky ? Best friend and boyfriend ... Who will you help first if you're me ? I hope I can help both of them . And that fucking China bitch damn kepo also . Go away la bitch . Don't interfere my life . *Sigh* Hope everything is going to be okay naturally . T^T

~MJ~
~Heavy heart today~

It's 3.34am now and I can't sleep. So many things in my mind right now... VERY worried~!! Can you trust someone that you love so much?? I've been through this situation for like so many times and I don't dare to believe in this kind of stuff anymore. But to maintain a relationship, the most important thing is TRUST. How can I find that feeling back again? Don't get jealous and get mad easily without any reasons?.. I don't think I can do it cause of my attitude. Plus I believe that every single girl in this world will be like me. If the girl won't get jealous and mad means that she don't care about you and love you anymore. Can't guys stand on the girls sides and think about it and stop complaining and blaming on the girls~!!!


~MJ~
~heavy heart~

你找到了吗？

问问心里最深处…你是否拥有一个，就一个…值得你为他付出真心的朋友？
听好，是真心。 =)
~拥有一个真心朋友胜于千千万万的朋友~
你……找到了吗? 也许一生中你不会遇到，但若你遇到了，请你好好珍惜。

~ting~

FINALLY!! xD

OMG! MAI JIUN!! xD surprise?? hahahahaha ... this is my 2nd post i think @@ xP seeee o.O i remember the password and the username dy. LOL

Im having 3 topic tests, 1 assignment test and english presentation for my research project next week. and yet.. im not ready and prepared. >.<

Final coming soon~ same goes to Mj, Nan and Per, and those who are taking a level. u guys gonna have ur AS exam SOON! hahaha!! me also lar.. let's gambateh together =)))

Another 1 month++ and IM FREE!!! Long long holidays waiting me ^.^ Gonna study for my chemistry quiz jor. chem quiz is on this friday. intermolecular bonding + lewis diagram <3>

ps, i will try my best to update this blog =P LOL


~ting~

[PV] JUJU - Hello, Again～昔からある場所～ (Ballad Ver.)

I love this video a lots when my dearest Perlyn show me this.It is really a touching video.I cried when watching it.DAMN TOUCHING!!!!!

Hanging Out With Chang

Hey my baby blog!!Mummy here to update you again ^^ I have met a guy friend who saw me carrying a pink bag and everyday walking to school when I was in secondary.We didn't know each other when he added me in facebook recently.His name is Low Wee Chang,older than me 1 year.He study Canadian Pre-U at Taylor College which is near to Inti Subang Jaya.His house is also just a stone throw away from my house and we live there for many years.This world is so small huh?!Well I'm glad that is small cause if didn't I wouldn't have known him also rite? :D


Yesterday we went out together.He drove to my house and fetched me to Dataran Pahlawan.Erm...What I'm going to say is that this is the first time i saw a guy who drive very carefully and slowly.Not that I want to say that he drive very slow la...As in he very 'si wen'...LOL!!He sooooo gonna kill me if he see this...SHHHH~ haha!!We watched a horror movie call 'A Nightmare In The Elm Street'.This is the movie I always wanted to watch and finally got people can accompany me.WEEE!!!


The beginning of the movie i already start to feel scared because of the sound effect of the song,but the main reason is got three stupid malay girls sitting near both of us scream very very VERY LOUD!!Walao...not scared also become scared already la.Well...At least I'm not the one who sitting beside them..Is Chang...Lucky me!!LOL!!After that we went to the field and took some pictures.

Then we also went back home lo.While in the car,we talked about our past love story to each other.I'm very glad i have a friend like Chang,he is really a nice guy besides than Richard.Hmm....This Friday Chang going to have his final exam then after the exam for two days,he will still at college for another two weeks then he will going to graduate.On September he'll going to Canada to further his study.Still got 93 days to go till September....*SIGH*...Think till here I feel a bit sad cause so late only know him but at least i know him now rite? :) Well good luck in his exam this friday and hope he'll get a VERY EXCELLENT results.Baby blog also must wish him luck ya.Like that mummy only love you know?haha!Oh yea!Had fun with Chang yesterday also.

~MJ~

~Take all my luck with you :) ~